Hey Sweet world ♥️

Mama Bear is in desperate need of resources of various kinds. I have tried to carry the weight of my situation for as long as I can. I am struggling. I need a lot more help than I even realized. Not just all of the monetary type. I am a single mom watching my daughter’s full-time by myself without the proper help and support that I need. My daughters are 6 and 3. We just secured a way more affordable RV spot❤️‍. It even has grass! Our life is getting better in so many ways. And in so many other ways, I am still carrying the weight of the struggling to live, all by myself. I am spiritually tired and I can’t carry this weight anymore. It is getting too big for me to carry by myself. I have reached out to every resource I know. I’m sure there are other resources I will find out about along the way but what I really need is I need help paying for an RV mechanic. I need help buying toiletries and household staples. I’m tired of buying dollar store garbage bags that rip every time you put something in them. I would like to buy real garbage bags. I would like to be able to afford the big bottle of dish soap. I would like to take my girls to the lake and be able to buy them snow cones. My girls don’t deserve to carry this stress of something that would break a grown adult. The stress that I am under is so great that I don’t even know how to carry the weight anymore. I’m trying so hard to keep my head above water and give my girls a dignified life, but there is nothing more heartbreaking than telling your kids you can’t get something from the dollar store because you don’t have enough money… When I say I am tired in my soul, I am tired and my soul in way that I did not know someone could be so tired. And my girls don’t deserve to carry this weight or this burden. It is too much for an adult.

I appreciate everyone that has helped me so far. More than you know ♥️♥️♥️♥️. Help doesn’t always have to be monetary. Sometimes it’s just checking in on someone. Sometimes it’s offering other services. I started this GoFundMe because I am onto a better life, but I still need to secure my safety for my daughters and I. And I can’t even afford the safety features. I need to get a Ring camera for my RV. I need to get a keypad lock for my door. I need to be able to set up a little fence in the front of my yard so my daughters are safe in our space. I need to winterize my RV because I cannot afford to go through another winter spending the amount of utilities that I did this last winter. I am still crying over how much it cost me to survive a winter in an RV and still be cold.

I have lined up a part time job that allows me to bring my children to work. However that will not bring in enough funds to make our situation truly safe.

I need to get a car in my name. Where I have control of the registration and insurance. Being at the mercy of someone else’s car has put me in jeopardy with my girls in the car. I can’t have this happen anymore. I need to truly break free from the person who put me in this position. And the weight is too big. I need a lot of help. My daughters have a right to peace and freedom. My daughters deserve to be kids.

I’d like to get them a little kiddy pool for the yard. And some kids fishing rods to take them fishing this summer. I’m not asking for the world, but I’m asking that so that my girls can be kids.❤️‍

My daughter is no longer in school and I don’t even have the resources from her school anymore. It is emotionally exhausting to have to keep asking churches for help. It takes a physical toll on the body to have to keep reliving your story just to survive. I just want my girls to have a good summer so we can get ready for winter.

Thank you everybody who took the time to read this long winded GoFundMe.♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️