Amazing Gracie Victim Fund
Donation protected
On February 23, 2022, my world came crashing down around me. Evil does exist. People say to me they can’t imagine the pain, and they are absolutely correct. You can’t. I have seen my baby lying in a PICU bed, looking like she’d been in a car accident, when she hadn’t. I still do, every time I close my eyes. A part of me will never leave that PICU.
But she did. And she’s beautiful. And I am thankful every single moment that she held on.
I trusted my husband, who I’d been with for 12 years, to care for and love his children while I was away on a girls trip. A paramedic, “who safer?” I thought. A decision that will haunt me for the rest of my life.
We still have a long road ahead of us. Healing is hard when you are still living a nightmare every single day. We are suffering. It is constant stress. He’s out on 100k bail he took from our house savings bank account. We live in fear every single day.
We do not yet know the longterm of repercussions Baby Gracie’s injuries. We don’t currently know if anything was done to my other daughter beyond traumatizing her. It is very clear that she was. I am still not sure what he did to my baby. She has so many specialists. Someday, I’ll have to explain it to her. I’ve explained to her that I know it’s not fair that she has to go to so many doctors. She is afraid of doctor’s offices. She asks to leave. Something we are working through.
My other daughter saw what happened. She is older. I’ve had to tailor the details as age appropriately as possible to her, she asks questions about her sister’s scars. And why don’t we have a dad in the house. I told her that we deserve a Dad that loves us and makes us safe, and that he wasn’t that and that I’m so sorry that I chose wrong.
Donations are being accepted to rebuild, recover, and rejoice. We have clawed our way out of rock bottom’s basement but building a new beautiful life for my daughters is going to take some doing. I thank you from the depths of my soul for anything you are able to give. I will never stop fighting for my girls. My girls deserve all the good in life. They are the most beautiful. Loving. Sweet. Smart. Funny. Absolutely amazing people I have ever not just had the pleasure of meeting, but the pleasure of raising. They will shine. They will do absolutely amazing things. They already have.
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Organizer and beneficiary
Megan Trainor
Organizer
Wakefield, MA
Amazing Gracie
Beneficiary