Cancer institute said i have a few months left. Hopefully not my hopes are i got plenty of life left . Not gunna give yp or give in. But just in case cause life never. Goes the way u wanna plan it. I wanna be able to gift him something on his 18th birthday if im not here.. due to my health. Ive been in and our of clinics trying to figure out what was going on for months . My back pain originally started about 6-7 months ago. Breathing problems started about a month ago.. all they did was recommend pain meds and an inhaler and psyiotherpy. But nothing worked. So i decided to go to emergency. They found fluid around my lungs. Drained it then realsed me next day. I spent a day at home thinking everything good but next morning i jad to go back to emergency. They did more tests and found the breat cancer has metastasis into my spine and lungs. Which is causing the fluid build up. Which has to be daily drained. The cancer cells are squishing disks on my spine and on my tail bone pintching some nerves. Doing 5 treatments of HALO radiation starting the 28th. I wanna raise money for my son so he can have a good start in life if i dont see him grow up i still want to help provide for him. . Maybe ill get a few years with him.. mayne a few months. Maybe a whole lifetime. I wanna be able to get him a jump start when he turns into an adult.. Hes four years old. A very happy kid. My world, hes young and i want him to know that ive always loved him and even im death provide for him . All the money will be going into a bank account that only he will be able access when he turns 18. Money can go in but not out . Hes a beautiful soul. Smart talented. Funny . Very kind . A laugh that lights up the room and brings smiles to anyone he comes by . Any donation no matter how small is appreciated. . If u cant donate you can also share the link to friend's and family.. thank you for taking your time to read this !! Thank ypu for any donation or share i may not be able to thank u in person by the appreciation and gratefulness is long extended.