My wife Amanda has passed away. This past week after feeling ill, she went to lay down in the bed and after a few hours her son Spencer and I went to check on her before bed and she was not responsive. Yelling at Spencer telling him to call 911 I tried to perform CPR with no success. When the paramedics arrived they told me to stop CPR she had already passed away. This was such a sudden death and caught me way off guard. Amanda was only 50 years young as of August 1 of this year. I have looked and found no life insurance or anything that could help with the final expenses of this devastating event that has Broken my heart as well as her 4 children and 4 grandchildren. Unfortunately there is no guide book or step by step handbook that I know of that helps with this sort of thing. All I would like to do is give Amanda a proper ceremony in honor of the Wonderful life she has had. Amanda I know your in a better place now and will do anything in my power to follow through with your Dream of helping your Family through this Difficult time. Amamda, I will always Love you til the day I find you again in the Heavens!!! Love, Brian.