It pains me to do this. It really does, but I have fallen on hard times financially and Zander, my first born son, wants me to come get him Next month in Texas to come visit. I called him to tell him I couldn't get him a ps5 this Christmas, and he told me instead to pick him up and get him back here, home, for his present. This was a major breakthrough as I have had hard times with him especially in the past year. Many of you who know me know my story with him. I do have a job, but this Pandemic has affected my job like many others and am barely staying afloat with the bills. Things have changed, and I don't have many people to turn to for this in particular. I haven't seen my kid in 2 years, and before that...3. I'm desperate and willing to swallow my pride and ask for help. I understand that many people need help in these times. I just want to see my kid.