It's time to Fight CPS to bring my girls home

I need my girls to come home. I have been dealing with CPS for a little over a year now. I have CPS workers lied to me, shit one of my children off to Alabama and then threaten me with jail if she came home for Christmas and threatened that I would never see her again. I've had CPS workers because fights between me and my family and tear us apart and because of CPS I no longer have a relationship with my mother. At first my case was not in court. They called it a volunteer placement and when I threatened to call the cops because CPS wasn't doing their job within 24 hours they were ahead of me a paper tell me they were going to take me to court and that was this last January. On February 27th the lawyer that I had and I had proven in court that CPS was lying and they tore my family apart for no good reason. We also found out in court that once they ship my daughter off to Alabama her case was closed and they had no right to threaten me with jail and it threatened to take my daughter from me and that I would never see her again. The judge had asked me what I had wanted and I told them I wanted to prove to CPS I am not the bad person and the bad mother didn't think I am said the judge give me a year to prove it. Within a couple of months without my knowledge they had to transfer my case to a different county so I had to get a new lawyer and start all over again. And that was in June. Since then I have done everything CPS has asked me to have given him clean UA's and clean hair follicle test. They ordered me to do parenting classes anger management and drug and alcohol classes. But because I have already completed the drug and alcohol classes I only have to do celebrate recovery and I plan to keep doing that even after my case is closed. The people that celebrate recovery are amazing people an amazing support team. I am done with my parenting classes and my domestic violence classes and my anger management classes are combined in one and I only have two weeks left. 3 weeks ago I had asked for my girls to be able to come stay the night with me on Halloween. There is no rhyme or reason for anybody to tell me no because I am ahead of where I should be right now I have busted my butt and did everything they wanted me to do 4 months ahead of schedule. Nobody would do anything or even pursue my request until this last Monday the Monday before Halloween. My CPS worker had not been doing her job cuz on Monday she had asked me if I did a drug test last week on the 21st and I said yes she said she has to look in her computer because she doesn't have the results I told her that that only can my ride prove that she took me there but I have the paper proving that I was there. then she came back and told me my drug test from the 14th and showed it positive for pot I called her a liar . I am a school bus driver and I've never gotten a dirty UA from driving a school bus I have been a school bus driver for 10 and 1/2 years I would never ever jeopardize a job that I have turned into a career and a job I love so much over pot period And I would never jeopardize losing my kids when I'm so close to getting them back. My CPS worker has done a lot of questionable things and said some mean and horrible things to my family and to myself. She has called me a liar she has told me that her objective was to adopt out my baby girl who was only two to a non-family member and she is also told this to other members of my family period my court appointed attorney will not pursue these questionable actions and will not contact any of my family to see if I'm telling the truth about what CPS is telling them and my court appointed attorney just wants me to basically roll over and play dead and not stand up for the corruption of CPS period CPS is correct. Don't get me wrong there are good CPS workers there but there are more bad than there is good. And I have witnessed it firsthand. I believe that it is time for me to take them to court in front of a jury of my peers and petition not only for my girls to come home but for a investigation into the CPS of Texas and not only an investigation into CPS of Texas but these investigators need to be somebody that Greg Abbott does not hire his apparently when he took over CPS a few years ago the corruption of the CPS workers are still there it hasn't changed besides more corruption. I am grateful for having CPS in my life because the parenting classes in anger management classes definitely has changed change me and has given me a different Outlook on children nowadays and how speak with them not to them but with them and had to have a better relationship with my children period it is also help me reconcile with my cousin Jessica which I'm so grateful for and has taught me how to deal with people who are mean cruel and corrupt. And I'm asking for today is help to get a lawyer that is not court appointed and is not afraid to push back that's not afraid of taking on CPS this court appointed lawyers are with CPS