HELP!!!!!! As some of you may remember little bit of my story I shared in 2018, after 4 or so years of being abused I left, with two small children and hardly any money and no place to stay. March 11th was the last time I would allow man to put hands on me that’s when I made my decision to call 911 after years and years being afraid I called knowing this will be the end, but I will start a war because I knew he would fight for children in order to hurt me because he knows there is nothing that will hurt me more is loosing them. Homeless, happiest we’ve been in years without having to walk on eggshells to avoid rage or punches and name calling However little did I know this was beginning of a bigger nightmare than I anticipated and that was very bad however I underestimated, fromendless false accusations as well as finding out he has forged my signature and was able to obtain our sons custody without me ever stepping into courtroom or having knowledge of such, I was just overjoyed finding out I was pregnant with our daughter. Custody forgery is where I need help with the most at the moment and I do not know where to start , if any of you used signature expert that is not too pricey and would testify please share referrals! Custody documents contain at least 3 very different signatures and neither one resembles mine. Will email documents per request and all the evidence whatever maybe helpful also I have recorded him admitting I was never a part of legitimation. Who do I need to ask to investigate and file fraud charges as SSPD has not been helpful sending me to Sheriff’s office, APD where I was sent back to SSPD due to it being the jurisdiction, but have not been able to file even police report while my children are in care of dangerous man that will not allow me to see them. I have not had my son from before Christmas my heart is broken and every day is harder and harder to get through. I’m lost as to what to do and without attorney I’m helpless. I keep loosing every single court hearing to abuser!!! Threats are endless, he is eager to put me behind bars for crimes I did not commit. Finally applied for another protective order as I couldn’t take it anymore again went without a lawyer and I now have to pay abusers lawyer her fees! Unbelievable! She now constantly is asking to incarcerate me because I cannot afford to pay her fees. Who incarcerates someone who’s not a criminal and only didn’t want to live in fear and to b punched whenever he felt like. I have mountains of evidence from death threats to him never wanting to do anything with children, but no judge hears me it’s impossible for me to fight alone I am completely exhausted and devastated seeing how leaving abuse and wanting better for me and my children has gone so wrong that I don’t even see my children that I raised alone while being terrorized, beaten, threatened by an evil man and now my children are forced to live with him and having no idea where their mommy is! It’s extremely hard to write about the nightmare I’m living for the past 2 years and I feel like a biggest idiot for thinking we would be protected when I decided to leave abuser, it feels like I made the worst decision of my life and that is so wrong! Please if anyone has any connections with the reporters or even anyone that is focused on helping survivors of domestic violence and could help sharing my story and spread the word how abuser is being rewarded for crimes he did instead of being punished because he is master at manipulating. I need every kind of help there is to save my children and get us our lives back I beg you guys any little bit and any resource or even a prayer would be so much appreciated as I am truly at loss now and loosing all faith in getting any kind of justice. We need a miracle and a lawyer or like one detective that helped us said “you will need an army to fight him, because he will not stop until he destroys you”