I'm Fighting cancer

Hi all, many of you know me as Tokyo a hyperactive, joker, always laughing, smiling and generally a prankster . I've always been given a great sense of happiness helping others to be happy and getting better if unwell, I've alway tried to do the right thing, the good karma thing. unfortunately I have been diagnosed with cancer, I have it in my throat, soft pallet and possibly bowel. Not something I was ever expecting to happen, I can tell you, the stress and strain on me and my family is unreal, physically I now have no energy at all I cannot do a thing I used to without feeling exhausted and being sick. It feels like Peter has gone, it's so much stress and worry for my family, telling my son I had cancer was the hardest thing in the world I have had to do, to see him break down and be so upset just broke my heart, I have had surgery to remove the cancers but unfortunately they couldn't remove all of it. Financially its a nightmare, i am self employed and now obviously not working, we have pretty much used our savings up on paying bills and the house, my biggest fear is not being able to pay all we have to and losing the house,  getting in dept and struggle to provide for my family,  the worry of cancer is bad enough, add financial stress and worry, it feels it's dragging my world away, I am a very strong person and always positve, but the fear of not providing for my family while having cancer is a living nightmare, worrying about finances at this time while fighting cancer is just making me ill, I need to concentrate of getting well and beating this. I'm hoping in 6 months I well enough to continue work, I just need to get through the next 6 months with a roof over my families head in this difficult time. https://thelincolnite.co.uk/2019/01/lincoln-engineer-with-cancer-appeals-for-help-to-support-family/