Desperate father for Christmas help

I am currently out of work due to mental isues beyond my control. I go from one hospital to another. I seem to get fixed but it's short term. It's impossible to find or hold down a job. I can't find any help to buy gifts for my 5 children. I was in the hospital when all the programs were giving out the gifts and things. Thats the reason i am reaching out to all my family and friends this way. I am in the middle of a ssd case but as of now I have zero money for Christmas. My youngest, pictured is 20 months. Then I have two 16 year olds and one 18 and one 20. I do nothing but cry and get panic attacks about it. Please help. I'M BEGGING ON MY KNEES!!!!!!