Transgender Surgery (Phalloplasty)

Okay, so this have been really hard for me. But as some of you might know, i am transgender (FTM) and the news i got for my next surgery is shocking. That surgery they do not do werry well here in norway, so to get the best result as possible is to take the surgery in england at St Peter's Andrology Centre London.

Link: https://www.andrology.co.uk/phalloplasty

And that surgery, will cost me between £40,000 - £70,000.  that will include consultation, for me to stay at the hospital for recovery and the 4 staged surgery.
And its really a bummer for me, Because the surgery is free here in Norway, but this surgery they are still testing out. and the result is not good.

it causes you to have no feelings, no function, no urethro and so on.

when i heard this from the hospital, it felt like my world just did tear. i have no idea what else to do at this point.

I am turning desperate, due to the depression and dysphoria it cause me over the past years because of this. And i was having a hope untill i suddently got the bad news. I dont know what else i am suppouse to do. So alot of things i enjoy to do will be put on hold untill i get this sorted.

i am forsed to sell as much as i own as i possibly can, but it wont be nearly anough. And in my state i am not able to work, because i have a heart ilness that is going down my father side of the family. my dad died in year 2000, my aunt died newyears eve 2013 and those who is now living have all a pacemaker. i dont have it yet but the doctors have told me that i should not look away from it happening.

and also last year i destroyed my knee, caused me to get a surgery with 3 screws in my knee to keep my kneecap in place. i am still to this day going on strong pain medications to get thrugh my days.

I have even tried to speak with multible insurance companies here, but they all refuse help with transgender treatments. So i am on my own, i get no help and need to gain it all myself.

To get this surgery, would ment anything in the world for me. it would end years and years of Dysphoria, depression and will change my life in such a positive way that i cant describe it myself.

To everyone that read's this, do not feel forced to donate, that is not my intention. but if you do, every single penny would help. and i would be forever thankfull to all of you that are willing to help me. I am forever thankfull for every single penny, prayer and thoughs sended my way, its indescribeble.

Thank you so much for stepping by <3