Struggling to survive since escaping Ghostship

This is something I've been too ashamed and embarrassed to do since the day after the fire. 
It's not something I want to do, especially with the loss of life and love.
I've been too stubborn to ask for help or to admit that I even need it, and it's taken it's toll on my life.
I've spent the past 6 months in a studio using what little money I had left to support myself.
Because I've been too depressed/afraid to reach out, I've gotten behind on my rent, my laundry, my phone bill, my groceries, and pretty much everything else in life that constitutes a normal functioning life.
My father wants nothing to do with me because I'm queer,
and my mom has helped where she can, but she works a full-time job to support herself and my little sister.
I'm creating this gofundme myself, which I'm normally against, to be as honest and open as possible, and to take the steps necessary to help myself.  I didn't create it because no one else would. 

Long story short : I volunteered my time to be the doorman at the Ghost Ship fire, along with Max Harris, who was a resident among other things.  I had never associated with ghost ship, Max, or Derrick before this, and there was no monetary compensation involved. 
I, along with about 12 others, were able to escape the building and aid each other in escaping.  Since that night, things have slowly been getting worse for me because I was stubborn and thought I'd be able to handle things on my own. I got a room on my own, about one and a half years after the fire.  I had savings from my job I'd been working, but had to quit due to a severe allergic reaction to one of the products we handled daily.  I've been working gigs on and off but I've slowly been slipping into isolation.

The main leaseholder was kind enough to let me eat up my deposit and a months rent, two months of bills, groceries etc.
Unfortunately, even though they won't outright tell me,I know they can't afford it.

My phone was broken by a drop, and we haven't been able to pay the internet bill, so we decided to unsubscribe three months ago.  This took a major toll in my ability to communicate.  Because of this, I've basically isolated myself into a hole that I can't get out of.  I dont want to be on the street, but I can't live for free, and it will be extremely difficult if not impossible  for me to fix what has happened on my own.

I need help, and the reason I'm trying not to ask my oakland and biological family is that we are all struggling,and I know most of the artist community can barely support itself.

I need your help,  and i've listed an itinerary of what and how much I need.  A good friend and resident of the oakland community for over 20 years ,Brian Walls, is heading the donations for me, as I no longer have a bank account due to overdrafting to survive.

I'm asking for :
1: Three months rent : one for my security deposit which I used as a rental check, the month I missed,and the month of March, so I can start with my foot in the door. That's $2400.

2: Grocery, laundry and necessities:  I'm not sure what my avg is for this,but I owe my friends and roommates for supporting and loving me.

3. Past due bills and internet: I owe three months on both, the internet was $50 a month, and my bills added up to about $150.  That's about $600.

4.  Enough money to get a phone and a plan for two months.
I assume this would be about $300?

5. Things I'm forgetting. I'm sure there's more, but this is extremely difficult to even post,and I'm reaching the character limit of this field.

I only included the photos of me to show that I was in the fire. I hate seeing them.

Thank you for reading, and stay blessed.  Tell the people close to you that you love them.