Serenity Rayne's Recovery

This Gofundme page was started 8 months ago before we became homeless to help us out financially while living in our last apartment, but now we are homeless, and used most of the money that was donated each month to pay rent/utilities/etc. We are still in desperate need of your support while we are on the streets and/or staying in a motel.

(9-10-2017 UPDATE) Hello everyone! This is Violet. I am just one of many alters in our multiplicity system. The system name is Serenity Rayne if you want to call us all by just one name but we do all have different names. There are 100+ of us in our system but we still haven't gotten to know everyone yet and do not know the exact amount there is of us. We were ritually abused, tortured, and experimented on as children and believe we are survivors of Project Monarch. We are still being covertly harassed and abused daily by the same people who tortured us when we were younger and consider ourselves to be targeted individuals. We have been trying to heal through the trauma we've been through but they're making it impossible for us to do so by slowly killing us. They've now made it so we are homeless and so we need all the help we can get financially. We can't get on disability because they're doing everything they can to prevent us from doing so but we're trying our best even though we have medical trauma. We had food stamps but they cut those off as well this month. We find it insulting that people think we should stay in a shelter or live with people who could possibly be dangerous/harmful/unsafe. We not only have to be very careful who we're around in our condition but we need as much privacy as we can get to rest and recharge. We hope you will respect that and help us out. We are not officially diagnosed but we self-identify as autistic (which has its difficulties but we see it as who we are, not a mental illness) and we also relate to being someone who has C-PTSD because we have those symptoms. We also will use the term "Dissociative Identity Disorder" to describe our multiplicity to people who don't really understand multiplicity any other way but we don't actually view being multiple as being a disorder. It can be a struggle, but that's mostly because of the programming, the trauma we went through, and trauma we still continue to go through to this day. Just being homeless itself is very traumatic. I hope people will be accepting and understanding. Our situation is extremely complex but it's very real. Please check out our videos on Youtube to get to know us better. We really enjoy making our content and the money you donate also helps us to get internet access to create the videos. We are sending so much love to all of you. The link to the Youtube Channel is down below.

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCCA9OSLIKXihDMwvfzSronQ

Even the smallest donation helps! So please don't be afraid to even just donate $1 because it can go a long way. We also accept Paypal via email. We can't post the email here but it's in the description box of all our most recent videos if you go to our Youtube Channel along with other links to our written blogs, playlists, photography, etc. Please contact us if you have any questions, but know that we get triggered easily so please be kind and refrain from giving any unsolicited advice. We also may not reply right away or at all because we have trouble keeping up with the messages. Thank you so much for taking the time to read this.