Help a struggling artist

hello everyone! i have to be honestly...i'm not really sure how to start this or even what to really say so i am just going to be as honest ans straight forward as possible. My name is Kylee. i am 25 years old and i am unable to wor due to SEVERAL health complications. as you can imagine...sitting at home all day long with nothing to do can really wear a person down...my depression has gotten so bad that i don't even get out of bed some days...but there is one thing that i love. one that that has ALWAYS ept me happy and moving forward. Art. i LOVE to draw and create stroies and characters. i've always dreamed of being able to animate too...but lately my art has begun to feel pointless...there is only so much you can do with a pencil and paper. i would give ANYTHiNG for a tablet. i've always wanted to share my work with the world...maybe it'll make me feel something again. i STill need to get my truck fixed and without a Job...money is tight...we were going to get my tablet with our tax return but now...we can't...so please. if there is anyone out there that wants to help. that understands what its like to just want to share you work but be completely unable to...or maybe you even just understand the feeling hoplessness that depression brings. i ask you. Please. ANYTHiNG helps. even just sharing this around if you don't have the money to give. i understand. thank you all for your time. i hope i can share my are with you all soon

the tablet i am seeking is the 'Huion KAMVAS GT-191 Drawing Tablet with HD Screen 8192 Pressure Sensitivity - 19.5 Inch' for anyone who wants to price check it so they know i am asking for the actual amount or just want any other info  on it