Help me to cover coaching training tuition
After 8 years of guiding and consulting hundreds of people in a tradition of Dharma service free of charge, I am changing a course of my life to become a professional Life and Transformational coach. I am attending one of the oldest schools in US to train in the art of coaching, so I can start working professionally and be able to support myself financially.
I created this page for 2 reasons. One is that I am paying tuition myself, and I do not have an income at this time. From my savings I was able to pay for the first two of the 5 modules (Fundamentals, Fulfillment, Balance, Process, Synergy). One of my friends donated a part of his job's yearly bonus for the 3rd module. This is HUGE help! I need to raise necessary tuition for the last 2 modules, the tuition for certification program that will cost 3,5-5k, depending which one I will choose, and 10 hours of master coaching fees, in order to apply for International Coaching Federation (ICF) certification. Overall I need to raise a little more then 8000$. This sounds like a lot of money for me right now, so I will put 5k as a goal, and if I reach that goal, I will extend it to 8k. In my update I mentioned that I am very much open and will be grateful if you want to exchange the donation for coaching. For 150$ we can do Un-Stuck coaching session in any area of your life! Or Fulfillment coaching session to clarify your values and goals in life for 250$.
I will post links to the program, so there is total transparency where the money goes. And please read my updates here on GoFundMe that answer all the questions that people ask me.
Here are links to the program I am attending:
Another reason I am doing this fundraiser is that I was pointed by a friend that I have imbalance between giving and receiving, and this is why I do not experience financial abundance in a way I could, because I have a resistance to ask for help, and receive. When I heard that, I did not believe it, but then I started to notice it, and I decided to really work on it through this fundraiser. Anything that will arise in me that is other then pure gratitude and complete opening to receive, any old conditioned thoughts that are on a way of simply receiving, I will sit with them. I promise you to write about my experience, as honest, clear, and precise as I always have done on my blog "Complete Humanity":
Here is the link to the post where I explained how this decision to become professional coach, instead of a spiritual guide, put me into Remission in autoimmune condition that developed after profound experience of Awakening in 2010:
I will keep updating you with my progress with autoimmune illness remission, as well as my success in professional coaching studies.
Thank you for helping me!
Why training in coaching is necessary for me?
On a level of who IAM I am done searching, friends, I am so complete, I have no an inch or an ounce of drive to seek for who I am, looking for home, seeking for Enlightenment. Done. You can question that, doubt that, wonder at that, be amazed by that, but I just smile, because I do not have doubts of what is obvious, and the seeking energy came to it's rest years ago. Hallelujah, what was seeking half a lifetime found itself! Who knows me personally, I am in perpetual celebration mode while I am living this complex human! :) This human is all about authenticity, and she will do everything to see more clearly into her own old fixations, and share it openly for others to relate and help them to look and release limitations. And who still think that Awakening makes you automatically a saint, please follow my blog Complete Humanity, I question this assumption all the time in my writings.
Why I would not choose less expensive program?
The program I am in is EXPERIENTIAL. You know what it means? It means everything for me, because if this would be sitting in a class and listening to someone, I would run away, even if it cost 10 times less. If this would be on-line, I would fall asleep by myself watching webinars. I need high paced, intense experiential program to keep myself engaged in learning. About myself! About this human character that has its own unique characteristics, gifts and shadows. In this program I work on my own shadow material that is so right into my face when I am constantly challenged without any identity to hide behind! Its easier to slide a mask of a teacher, a hat "I know", but I am curious by nature, and life is more alive when you do not stand on anything solid, so I got into the "beginners mind", the Fool archetype, and I see what happens in that potent space. And it is so so helpful to see the remaining fixations and let them fade in the experiential space. I am feeling so grateful for the ability to easily take on the "I don't know hat" instead of constantly checking if "I know" hat is straight. (some people, especially women use "crown" instead of a hat :) )
Why not certify at all and just coach?
I did just that for YEARS. And now I want to certify! Why? I realized that I would like to work with people face to face, local people, my town people, and for them certification is a sign of professionalism. And you would trust me more as well, I know, if I am insightful as it gets, direct as I am, AND I am professional, isn't it right?! We get so many false profits on Facebook who claim to be gurus, teachers, masters, and at the end you find out that they have no solid integrity, they constantly cross your boundaries, they subtly manipulate, they pretend they know and council others while their own life is a mess! Don't you want to talk to someone who is authentic, integral, TOOK CARE of their own shit, non-judgmental of yours, and knows how to curb it in the best possible way, always keeping you in their perception as FREE, INNOCENT, PURE AWAREness ? Don't you feel, and even see logically, this is the most beneficial and holistic approach to true liberation? Yes, certification is not necessary for this for me, but for some clients, yes, they want to see the solid foundation behind my smily face.
I had a wake up call when I realized I do not have money to do any dental work I need to do in order to not later do a surgery on the sinuses. I even went so far as going to Tihuana recently to see if I can get dental work in Mexico, if it is more affordable. I returned only with clean teeth :), I did not have money to do the work needed. I realized that all this time while I was putting my energy and focus on creating the direct pointing method and Liberation Unleashed, promoting, counseling freely for many many years, I was living away my savings, until they were gone. What a great example to those I counseled! This is exactly why I am doing the work on myself through this training, "personal work", as many nonduality teachers and students find unnecessary, at least it's my perception. Why to do the work, if you wake up, you are pure and perfect by nature! I tell you, yes they are right! In my training we had this small exercise to envision a billboard in San Fransisco, and what would I like to put there for people in traffic, and you know what I wrote? "YOU ARE PERFECT! It doesn't matter how you feel right now. You are perfect as you are. Enjoy the journey called LIFE!"
And yet, the human energetics are here, close to the skin, aren't they? You are perfect in your anger, and in the sadness you are perfect, and in the joy as well. And we can attend to all that is there, without hiding from anything, like the sun that shines onto everything without exceptions, why not to dress the wound that is bleeding? Why not to use ointment on the scar? Same with anything that is emotional and energetic in nature, we can attend to anything without shying from it, as something non existing, illusionary, and therefore not needing attention. At this time of my life I got clear on my next life-continuing activity, and if you want to help, I will be glad you participated, even in a small contribution, or sharing my fundraiser on your wall. The amount is not that much important. Maybe I helped you in a past, or maybe in a future I would be able to reciprocate, we never know when and how we will benefit each other, and how we constantly walk each other home.
I love you
And why this illustration? My new friend told me what her teacher Mooji told her: " karma is like farting in a space suit, at some point , you will feel its effect"
Guys, if you do not have funds, please leave a message for me, donate a moment of friendship. Or leave a testimonial, if I worked with you in a past, and you were transformed in one way or another, in any area of life.
Anyone who donates 150$ will get UN-stuck coaching session with me! 250$ will pay for amazing DISCOVERY session that will be absolutely catalytic, will change your life forever! Please contact me for a session when you donate, so I know you need it!
I did receive a donation in a form of a contribution to update my website free of charge, there are many possibilities to help me, and I will treasure this in full capacity. I am highly intuitive, and sometimes I do work through dreams and distance, I have done this work for many years with many, many people, free of charge. It is just right now I need help, and I am not shy to ask, at last! Please support me in this.
I will post updates, stories, sharing of this experience of be open to vulnerability to ask for help, so keep coming here for updates.