First and foremost I want to express my deepest gratitute to all of you who have supported me and my family in so many ways throughout the past years, whether that be on a financial, physical or emotional level. Your concern and support truely blessed our lifes, and for that, we wanted to say: "Thank You".
Why this campaign (Short Version)
Right before Christmas 2022 my health condition turned so bad, that since then, I have not been able to work, do any music, or be the kind of father and husband I long to be. Basically I am in a constant condition of pain, with a situation that needs specialized doctors to get to the root of the causes, which involves medical costs. (Environmental Medicine)
Whats the backround Story?
There was a moment in life, that hit me really hard. When I was around 28 years old I got so heavily toxified that I eventually ended up being bedbound for several years, and with that, a very long and hard path began, a time where my family and I lost everything in life, whether that be health, home, car, job, a lot of money, social life, and with the intensitiy and strangeness of what the environmental toxification caused, even the understanding and support from many people around, including the medical world.
It took us about two years to find out that a mercury toxification was causing my bad condition back then. As consequence of the toxification I developed a rare illness called MCS (Multiple Chemical Sensitivity) which basically means that I have become so highly sensitive to all sorts of chemicals, that I get put in a similar state as from the toxification each time I am exposed to the smallest amounts of chemical triggers (things like paint, parfumes, washing powder, new devices, creams and so forth).
It was because of me reacting to heavily on almost everything that took us seven years to find a home, and even once we found a home that worked somehow, I still had to work, sleep and make music from the balcony for annother two years.
Whats my current situation?
Especially since 2017 verything was going in a very great direction, and I felt so blessed how things went. For some reason, after having had Covid in February 2022, and especially after having hat a dental treatment with materials I reacted on, my health started to turn really bad again. Til this day we dont really know whether Covid actually playes a role at all, since I felt great after the infection, and it did start with the dental materials. which I had in my mouth for over 5 months. After four months, I had to rely on crutches again to be able to walk. After we changed the materials two times, there was some improvement to the neurological issues, but I still needed the crutches, and right before christmas, it suddently turned really bad with getting migrene, visual issues, neurological issues, extreme pains and conditions I cant even really describe.
Since then I have no longer been able to work, to make music, and my basic chemical sensitivity has intensified up to a point where I have to sleep in a tent in the garden, since I cant even handle the balcony. All the things that helped me to find healing in 2012, simply show no effect right now, and whatever triggers my nervous system, triggers it up to a point where I can't even hold my mobile phone in my hands, since I immediently react with strong symptoms, something I never had before despite my intense illness.
It has all become quite mysterious and it is a point in my life where I am about to loose everything, whether that be my work, my family, my home, my life, and where I currently have no idea where all of this will lead to.
One thing that seems very interesting is that the only thing that currently really does make a difference, is oil pulling, which indicates that there definetly is some kind of toxic process that most likely seems to be located in my mouth area. But since I do have many fillings, it is no simple way to truely figure this out so easily, also since most probably Covid added to the entire situation, which is why we need some professional support.
Currently we have been able to find a good educated environmental doctor, but unfortunatly all that belongs to environmental medicine has to be payed privetly, which is why we started this campaign.
Thanks to all of you for taking the time. I will give and do everything I can to soon get back to a somewhat normal life, especially so that I can support my wonderful family and also so that I can get back to write some more music.
Big thanks to all of you