In treatment for mental health and zero income

Hey there everyone, so I had to finally had to come to terms with the fact that for the past few years I’ve been suffering from severe depression, and PTSD. I’ve checked myself into a mental health treatment center to work on myself to try and get better. For some reason I thought laying in bed for weeks and eating once or twice a week was normal. To really get to the center of what’s going on with me I should stay in treatment for 3-4 months. The center I’m in is amazing and I couldn’t ask for better help and compassion. Unfortunately, I can’t get on a disability claim because unemployment has some sort of issue where I can’t get it resolved. After 3 months of trying to get someone on the phone, they told me there’s nothing they can do. So disability or unemployment claims are out of the question. My insurance will be exhausted in the next week or two max. In order to stay in treatment I will need to pay nearly $800 per
month to stay, which will include my housing, group sessions, 1on1 sessions, continued psychiatry and therapy sessions, and everything else they’ve provided. I think I’m in the best place available for care. Anything helps, I just want to be my normal happy outgoing self. I despise the fact that my Mom or best friends call me to hangout or they need help with something and I consistently make up excuses like I didn’t sleep well, or I have food poisoning, or I’m exhausted from work when I haven’t worked for a week or two. In a sense my depression makes me isolate to an uncomfortable, unhealthy state that makes me feel terrible about myself because I’m lying to my closest friends and my family and loved ones. I want to be the strong willed, compassionate, fun & outgoing ME that I used to be. If I can get close to my financial goal to be able to continue to get the help I need, that would be truly a blessing. If I don’t meet the goal, I’ll use what I can and still consider it a blessing. In the case that donations go over my goal, all proceeds will be donated to Alcoholics Anonymous and The Fibrolamellar Cancer Foundation in honor of my best friend Tahnee Shah who fought cancer for 4.5 years as the strongest, most beautiful, compassionate, kind hearted person I have ever met and was taken from us on May 31, 2017. I’ll greatly appreciate any donation, big or small. Help is help. Like water droplets into a cup. Drops, streams, spurts, eventually, the cup fills. I’ve got a couple weeks I believe until my insurance runs out, so thank you in advance. Anything helps. I’m sorry I have to reach out and ask for help like this, but I can’t think of any other way to try and get this straightened out to continue to get myself better. My life and mental health is literally on the line. Again, thank you to anyone who reads this, donates, or shares this. I appreciate all of you, more than you can ever imagine. Thank you in advance. I pray for positive thought and a clean bill of health for all of you everyday multiple times. Hope you all have a beautiful day. Thank you again..