Help bring Owen home

Hello my name is Kaylynn, I was an addiction for 8 years I gave my son temporarily to a family member at 3 months old he is now 6 years old. I've tried to do video calls when I was in Utah for the last 2 years then I had came back to Ketchikan to turn myself into jail and when I got out I had file motion to start slowly building a connection with my son through supervised visitations when I was already allowed those she was not allowing me to see him. I filed this motion on the 8 of February. We were supposed to do mediation one-on-one and then we were all supposed to do mediation and she had refused to do all together and then on March 19th 2024. We had court March 20th 2024 and it was supposed to be for starting supervised visitation in court her attorney after I filed the motion that she is trying to adopt my son and I'm not trying to let that happen I'm currently almost 3 years sober. And I believe I deserve a second chance I hold a study job I'm in a sober living home on July 19th 2024 I will have exactly 3 years clean and I've done nothing but walk on eggshells and I feel like it's time to do this the only way possible