Need a little help...

Hey all....You know, I went back n forth for a couple of days trying to decide whether to make this page or not. Completely embarrassed is how I felt. Who wants to admit that they have monumentally failing ( to the world )?? But when push came to shove, I discovered that "shove" might just land me and Mom's in the street. The time came to swallow whatever pride & dignity I had left. I think it was a very good decision. First of all my mother has stayed by my side through this meltdown and has really taken care of me this past year. Making the decision to do the page has done alot for me on my road back. A good analogy for the way I've felt this past year is "drowning". Nothing to do with water. Now when I made this page, it was me reaching my hand out for someone or someone's to help me. What happened really surprised me. There were hands coming from all directions but the faces attached to these hands were not the ones I expected to see. I did not see any of the faces that I thought would be there. I knew all the faces and names but they were unexpected. A nice surprise, if you will. Because without them, I may have continued to drown. These "Unexpecteds" have uplifted me and with the state I've been in for too long now, they probably have no idea the impact they've had on me. Not because they donated money but because they saw that I needed someone to show me "some love". Don't get me wrong I still need some help but I'm not trying to "make some money". Just trying to put a roof over our head. So all in all, this page was a very good idea all around. Ty to everyone who has even said a prayer for us. Sorry for ramblin' on but I had to get that out.