Please help me escape my living situation.
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I want to get out of the situation I'm living in, desperately. I've been in debt since 2015 and it grows harder and harder to be able to pay my bills. I'm currently living with my parents, where the living situation is abusive both mentally and emotionally.
It has driven me to the point of severe depression and anxiety and I can barely function outside of going to work and forcing a meal down my throat. I've been pretending that I can deal with it but I am tired.
If I can raise this money, it gives me leeway to begin saving money to get out of this house for good while I pay my debt. It also allows me to consider medical treatment for my teeth, which are very damaged and put me in danger of serious medical emergency (I cannot afford dental insurance).
The money raised will go towards my outstanding debt split between 2 credit cards and a personal loan. Each payment will be screenshotted the moment it is received with a personal thank you to each donor. I currently pay nearly $300 a month on loans alone as well as rent for storage space, $400 a month for 1 room in my current living situation (with utilities) and I also pay other general bills such as a phone, car insurance, gas, and food. I get paid only $12/hr at about 25 hours a week, so I rarely have enough money to even buy things for myself.
Please, please help me leave so that I can start living as someone who doesn't instantly dread the moment they hear a key in the front door or a voice downstairs that is only slightly louder than normal. Please help me get away from a house that is no longer a home when the moment you do one thing wrong happens you are screamed at and insulted. I'm so tired of living in fear of being kicked out at a moment's notice.
Even if I can get 2 of my 3 loans eradicated I could most likely move out if I can find the right roommate. I can't bear to stay in a place that constantly attacks me and then twists my words and say I'm victim blaming and emotionally abuses me. I'm having a hard time even getting out of bed most days now and find little joy in anything because if I hear the slightest noise downstairs my anxiety spikes through the roof and I have to wonder if the next sound will be someone coming up my stairs. I've even taken to going back to additionally pay on top of what is donated to speed the process up as much as I can, but I can't do much since I still need to eat and put gas in my car. I know it's a common phrase but if we got 6700 people to donate a dollar this would be done and over with and I could get out and begin to live a life where I can learn to be happy again.
It has driven me to the point of severe depression and anxiety and I can barely function outside of going to work and forcing a meal down my throat. I've been pretending that I can deal with it but I am tired.
If I can raise this money, it gives me leeway to begin saving money to get out of this house for good while I pay my debt. It also allows me to consider medical treatment for my teeth, which are very damaged and put me in danger of serious medical emergency (I cannot afford dental insurance).
The money raised will go towards my outstanding debt split between 2 credit cards and a personal loan. Each payment will be screenshotted the moment it is received with a personal thank you to each donor. I currently pay nearly $300 a month on loans alone as well as rent for storage space, $400 a month for 1 room in my current living situation (with utilities) and I also pay other general bills such as a phone, car insurance, gas, and food. I get paid only $12/hr at about 25 hours a week, so I rarely have enough money to even buy things for myself.
Please, please help me leave so that I can start living as someone who doesn't instantly dread the moment they hear a key in the front door or a voice downstairs that is only slightly louder than normal. Please help me get away from a house that is no longer a home when the moment you do one thing wrong happens you are screamed at and insulted. I'm so tired of living in fear of being kicked out at a moment's notice.
Even if I can get 2 of my 3 loans eradicated I could most likely move out if I can find the right roommate. I can't bear to stay in a place that constantly attacks me and then twists my words and say I'm victim blaming and emotionally abuses me. I'm having a hard time even getting out of bed most days now and find little joy in anything because if I hear the slightest noise downstairs my anxiety spikes through the roof and I have to wonder if the next sound will be someone coming up my stairs. I've even taken to going back to additionally pay on top of what is donated to speed the process up as much as I can, but I can't do much since I still need to eat and put gas in my car. I know it's a common phrase but if we got 6700 people to donate a dollar this would be done and over with and I could get out and begin to live a life where I can learn to be happy again.
Organizer
Ley Good
Organizer
Waterville, ME