hello everyone, I firstly want to say it took a HUGE amount of courage to even consider doing this, but I’m at my whits end with my health and reflect and even verbal abuse + physically dragged about from my local hospital, on 3 different occasions back to back now, yes they’ve been reported to pays but I deserve good health care even if that means it takes me years to accomplish that!

im 21 years old, mummy to a beautiful crazy little girl called Luna-rose she is the light of my life, but sadly I struggle to even get up and play with her most days, or make her food and asking for assistance to make your child lunch is heartbreaking.

or having to ask my own mother to wash me due to pain, dizzyness. Passing out spells or seizures.

i suffer from POTS ( which is we now think could be addisons disease ) looking into Wilson’s disease but like always no actual referrals have been done!

functional neurological disorders which causes many symptoms in itself and I was recently told I not only suffer from NON epileptic seizures but ALSO epileptic seizures as well. My life to put it plainly is not worth living. I spent my entire days dosed up on morphine, tramadol, codeine, gabapentin, Delaxin and many more medications that hardly make any impact on my life.

ive tried SO many doctors and roots and to put it plainly they don’t care, as soon as they see the diagnosis of FND they assume you’re crazy!

I’m suffering from on going liver and pancreatitis issues which takes over my whole life! Along side that I can’t eat, drink, take my meds or anything without agony and then throwing up. I’ve been PROMISED a pain clinic since I was about 11 years old. I am now turning 22 and never been contacted, just told I have to keep waiting. They don’t even want to give me my morphine now because they think i have bad intentions with it which is heartbreaking.

i could sit here for hours and hours and tell you all my struggle about my health but this would never end if I did! My plan is to go privately somewhere, I have seen SO many people come forward about finally being able to go private and they instantly got treatment that words, a proper non changing diagnosis on going help and any surgery or support they need.

I truly think this would change my life and help me be the best mummy I KNOW I can be

please share, donate if you can and help me.

i appreciate you all,

thank you!

Holly Shortland