I lost my dad unexpectedly 2 days ago at the age of 44. None of us would ever dream that this would happen so suddenly, and I want to do right by my dad; because I know he would do the same for me. He didn't have much, and I just want to give him the funeral and final goodbyes the way he would want. It's been hard on everyone. I've had to be the decision maker because I am his next of kin, it's hard only being 19. Anything could help. Thank you all from the bottom of my heart, and I know that my dad would be the most grateful person ever. Merry Christmas to everyone.