We need help burying our Son

Here is the story of the worst day our lives. On June 10th 2017 our whole world got turned around. I was 39 weeks pregnant and went into labor two days before our scheduled csection. Nothing out of the ordinary happened. I was having contractions and normal labor signs. And I had just seen my doctor the day before and she thought I might go into labor over the weekend. So we called the hospital and got the okay to come in and do the csection. I took one last picture of my baby belly (our son was moving when I took the picture) and we loaded up the car and left. It took little over an hour to get to the hospital. When we did get there they automatically looked for his heart beat and couldn't find it. They said "don't worry, he could just be deep down ready to come out". So they brought in the ultrasound machine. I could tell from the look on their faces that something was wrong. After a few moments the doctor turned to me and said "unfortunately your baby has no heart beat... I'm so sorry". The whole world shattered around us. I couldn't believe it was reality. I was hoping it was just a sick nightmare that I'd soon wake up from. I can't stop hearing the doctor say those words. He must have passed within the past two hours. I can't help but wonder if I had called sooner would they have been able to get him out in time to save him? Could just a few hours have made the difference of our son having his life or not?
After the doctors gave us some time they came in and told me the safest way to do this is for me to finish out my labor and push him out. I have never successfully gone through with a vaginal birth and my first time didn't even gain me my child in the end. After hours of pushing our stillborn baby boy came out. We got to hold him and say our goodbyes but now we need your help.
We have absolutely no money to our names and we have no way to prepare for a ceremony and funeral. I can't imagine going through life without at least having a plot to go to for him . We have never done this fund me thing before but we truly don't know what else to do.
Zander Mason Corcoran you were our only boy surrounded by three little girls. We will always hold you in our hearts even if we can't hold you in our arms. Mommy and Daddy love you so much!


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Organizer

Katharine Marie 
Organizer
Rouses Point, NY
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