XIO Seeks Independence and Safety

Hey so, a lot of you guys know me as Walking Intrusive Thought or XIO and basically my situation: I’m leaving a toxic household, currently looking for work right now but I’m in a shelter and would appreciate any support given here or by anyone streaming my music, watching my content! My story is pretty straightforward I’ve been codependent on my toxic family basically all of my life and I need to break out of it for the sake of my own damn nervous system. I’ve had instances where there has been freak outs from the other party that have made me feel like I’m in danger, I’ve been put in instances where I’ve experienced reactive abuse and have been seen as crazy and I’m over it, been manipulated into staying for the sake of “not being selfish”. I want to be free, I want to live on my own even if it’s in a damn box or even out of NYC. I’m just really fucking tired. And anyone who has advice on this matter or has been here before, I would love to hear your stories or advice which you can message me on my spam @walkingintrusivethought04 or my main @walkingintrusiveth0ught

thank you for listening and to anyone going through something like me, dealing with family like this, I encourage you to start your journey on independence. This is your sign! If not I understand, and I hope you all understand me. Thank you in advance and thank you all for supporting me and my music and my comedy.