Hi, I'm John, and my story is the same as many addicts who are out there now! I can't give up, that's why I'm here! I have been working on staying clean my whole life, since I was 12 anyway. My family, thank God, got to see me clean before they eventually passed away slowly, one at a time. I didn't stay clean, unfortunately, and I'm on my own and learning some hard lessons. I'm 4 payments behind on my car that I'm currently living in, and the repo guy is looking for it! It's hard to come here and ask for help, but here I am. I just wanted to ask that you put yourself in my shoes, or maybe you can relate?! I can give my word that, if God willing, I get this right, I will pay it forward. God bless you whether you help or not. Not everyone can help. Just a dollar or two from all who read this will make a big difference for me right now!! Thank you and God bless!!!