I lost my husband/bestfriend/soulmate on March 8th, 2025 and I am not sure how long I can stay where I’m at. My husband was sick and I’m not sure what was wrong. He started losing alot of weight and had a physical on March 17th, but never made it. He loved us very much and would be devastated if our dogs can no longer be with us because I have no where to take them with us at the moment. I’m asking for anything so I can try to start my life over without the love of my life/my bestest friend in the whole wide world. He was only 33 years old and didn’t deserve to pass away so young. I’m trying to stay strong. I’m continuing to try and stay healthy for my family and myself. All I do is cry, but I’m getting therapy and trying to stay as positive and as busy as I possibly can. I can’t fathom losing anything else. This is all one big tragedy that was unnecessary. I will always love him and will be close to him even though he’s no longer with us. I am not sure how much time I have to be here at his families home that we lived at for 10 years, but I am hoping it’s not what I was told-that’s why I updated my Gofundme. My husband and I raised our kids since they were babies together even though they weren’t his blood he treated them as if they were-that was their daddy! We have some wonderful memories that we will all cherish forever! Coles family was always wonderful to my kids too, so I hope they always stay in their life’s! My taxes are on hold, so I can’t even use them to help me move out or do anything even though I’ve been packing, I still can’t just get up an leave with 3 dogs quickly. I know we all go though struggles in life and it isn’t fair, but I’m asking for anything-even prayers! It will go straight to Coles funeral stuff, our family, our animals, and moving. I don’t want to lose my animals too .. They are crying for their daddy and they’ve been a great support system especially for me. I just hope people see that I’m trying and I’m really trying for the sake of myself, my husband Cole, our kiddos, and our doggies. They are like our children. This has just devastated us all. I have a job an will be using that money but it’s not enough for everything I have to do. Thank you in advance. Anything will help! Cole was a good man and didn’t deserve alot that he endured in life, but he is finally free of pain and suffering. He would always help anyone that asked him and he was a funny loving father, friend, husband, and person. He loved us so much and it’s ashamed he is no longer with us anymore. Even though, we lived here for years and being here makes me feel close to him, I know I can’t stay here forever-I’m not sure of the time frame now, but I hope it’s not as quick as I was told at first!. Any donations, prayers, and shares would greatly be appreciated. Thank you in advance!