julian endovitski’s celebration of life

Hi, I’m Zoya, Julian was my best friend. On the morning of August 11th 2023, the most incredible person I have ever met passed away. Julian was only 19, his birthday is in a few days and the monster that is addiction robbed his life from him. I first met Julian when we were 16, he would go out of his way and drop everything just to make me happy. He would do that for anyone, when he cared about someone he truly did what he could to show that person they were loved. He had this energy that followed him around everywhere, he would light up any room he walked into and fill peoples day with endless laughs and smiles. When Julian was passionate about something he would put his mind to it and fulfill whatever had to be done beyond expectations, he was good at everything. Whether it was listening to you, distracting you from all your problems, giving you advice, he would jump at the opportunity to help anyone in need, he did not care if it would benefit him because he always paid attention to what was best for others. He is the most down to earth loveable guy you could possibly meet. he filled every life he touched with joy, and I am so beyond grateful that for 3 years he flooded my life with pure happiness, i felt like a child again and he helped me find beauty in this cruel fucking world. A life without Julian is boring and painful, everyday i dread waking up knowing that this sense of safety and love that he gave me is gone. i constantly fantasize his arms around me throughout the day as i feel his presence with me everywhere i go. I want to commemorate Julian’s legacy by putting together a celebration of life with all the people who loved him , playing music he loved, eating food he loved, i want to put together a funeral that he would have planned himself the exact way. Unfortunately funerals are very expensive and I know his family is not very rich, so I want to help raise money for all the expenses that come with his death. Im bad at this and I cant believe im typing this right now but u get the point. im trying to do everything how julian would have wanted.