With bills electric,water, alternator for car,

My name is Cory Burke.. I'm a single father raising 4 kids full-time... I have not been able to work full-time due to the kids and no daycare here.. my boys mom passed away this month.. it's been really hard for them and me and I have not been able to work.. I'm trying to do it all and do my best but now I half to reach out for help.. I have a hard time asking for help, so this is awkward for me but I'm at no other choice... Im stressed to the max.. if anyone can help out I greatly appreciate it more then you know..

Just want to get caught up on my bills and get my car fixed, and to try to give these kids a good Christmas...