I need to learn how to live again

I’m not going to repeat my story of heartbreak and tragedy but most of you know my story. This is scary and uncomfortable for me to make this post but it’s my best option now for me and my “ Beau Beau”. I lose my daughter in 10/19 I lose my husband 1/20 then Covid hits. Which severely impacted what my plans were going to be to move forward. Passing away with no will is the WORST idea ever. I have had to spend money on legal issues, lawyers fees, property assessors, surveyors …and I am still paying for our family home along with our rent house we living in. I am so close (30-60 days) to being able to list the the house for sale. I have been very fortunate to have had help along the way. I am in serious need right now with financial help due to medical issues I am now facing. It’s just me and my Beau I try every second to do and give him the best. I have to have his future legally planned Autism or not he deserves the best and to hopefully have the happy memories. Please share or help if you are able so I can ensure he will be taken care of and it can also help with my health needs. Please please please make sure you make your plans for the future. We can be gone in one second ♥️.