Hi guys it’s me again.

This time. I’m doing it for me. It’s not for Jack. It’s not for Louis. It’s not for the music. It’s not for other widows. It’s for my liberation.

I have had quite the year or couple of years. It’s been challenging. There’s a time in a place to tell you that story and yes, I will drop some instalments here but for now I’m just declaring my need to get back on the road to get back out there and to have some freedom because it’s been a very difficult existence and I’ve been brave and I have not been a slouch. I have gone beyond any limits I knew of to restore myself to some sense of sovereignty and freedom. I have been a proud one. But now I must be humble again.

I have been tested a lot by my circumstances and I have no other choice but to ask you, and ask the Universe for the assistance I need to allow me to get on with my life.

You know me, whatever I receive, I give back ten fold.

I have nothing to offer, but for my story, and the insights I have gained in these recent years. And I will share them on Patreon.

I have become my most authentic self. That was the hidden gift of losing so much and being tested.