Help remove the LUMP!!!! Shoulder Surgery

Hello everyone. My name is Deb, I am in need of a surgery to remove a lipoma from my left shoulder (which is a fat deposit) that is growing in size constantly, making sleeping more difficult every day.  Also, I'm in a degree of pain and, at times interferes with my work duties. My self esteem is also affected by this large lump that is growing on my shoulder. Many days, I have some depression because I don't want to go out and have people staring at my shoulder. They don't see me they see the lump. 

I have applied for help twice in 6 months at the hospital that will perform the surgery and they have denied me both times that I applied. This has been very disheartening and has made me even more depressed about not being able to get this large lump removed.

I have even tried to get onto Dr. Pimple Popper. And that didn't happen either. It has been 3 years since I submitted my information and 2 years since I have heard anything from the show. I made it through 2 parts of the process. I had a phone interview and a video conference with someone that was going to present my story to the producers. Well as you can see it didn't go anywhere.

So I am here asking for donations to get me the help that I need to have this surgery performed a.s.a.p.

 I do not have insurance and do not qualify for help. I had the surgery scheduled and was told because I do Not have insurance, I need to pay for the surgery up front in order to receive the surgery. I have had the necessary MRI an biopsy done to to prepare for the surgery. I have already received bills for those procedures and trying to figure out how to pay those bills. I will be out of work for an extended period of time after the surgery. 

I live paycheck to paycheck, and something always comes up daily bills or repairs on my car. Groceries have increased in price and having food to eat a car to get to work are always my priority. If anyone is willing to help it will be greatly appreciated. And if you would share it would be appreciated and helpful. Thank you for reading my story and for your time. Have a great day.