Help Fund My College Tuition
What the money will be going toward:
I need help to pay my college tuition and i wish to move out of my home residence onto campus to be more focused and to make sure this does not occur again.
What is happening:
I have really messed up my life big-time.
I usually dont rant to strangers but I am really falling apart. Im ill with walking pneumonia and my severe social anxiety has stopped me from going to the doctor as much as i need to, to them the meds arent working or to tell my professors im sick because i was afraid of the no excuse thing and i frankly didnt have the money either and this lack of support and help plus.. The fact my family is falling apart.. I dont feel safe in my own house has lead to a very severe drop in not only my spirit and mental drive.. But my physical health.. In not even 3 months time i have gone from a healthy 110 pound happy girl to a 135 pound dead weight..
The stress has been awful.
I missed half of my first college semester.
I graduated with honors but that title is far down in the drain.
I've failed my intended major study (animal science) in my first semester of college which means i can no longer continue on that study in hopes for a transfer and i have to move to a smaller less interesting degree of study (vet tech).. It wont be ideal but this one will at least give me room on the side to do some digital art too if i pull through with it.
Anyway, with this fail, I've moved from a high gpa to an extreamly low one. I have lost my HOPE scholarship which is basically a schollarship given to high gpa highschool graduates that pays more of your funds the higher you keep your grades.. I was an honor graduate, but now my gpa is so far in the ground i cant find it's grave so ive lost my finantial support.
My family is so disappointed in me that they have taken back their money aid aswell.. they now only pay for my gas.
My current job doesnt make enough for me to hold myself up and i desprately seek to succeed and pull myself back up.
My family is recently torn. Fights get worse. Voices more strained.. Me more drained.. And now they are so pissed i went from a straight a student to a failure.. I lost all ground i was standing on.. Im afraid to seek mental help.. Im sure theyll just tell me nothings wrong with me.. But yeah.. Thats whats going on and im really looking for a second chance and a change and this is the only way i can see one...
I'd be really greatful if you could share and would be extremely greatful if you donate and encourage others to do so.
Thank you,
-Nicole
I need help to pay my college tuition and i wish to move out of my home residence onto campus to be more focused and to make sure this does not occur again.
What is happening:
I have really messed up my life big-time.
I usually dont rant to strangers but I am really falling apart. Im ill with walking pneumonia and my severe social anxiety has stopped me from going to the doctor as much as i need to, to them the meds arent working or to tell my professors im sick because i was afraid of the no excuse thing and i frankly didnt have the money either and this lack of support and help plus.. The fact my family is falling apart.. I dont feel safe in my own house has lead to a very severe drop in not only my spirit and mental drive.. But my physical health.. In not even 3 months time i have gone from a healthy 110 pound happy girl to a 135 pound dead weight..
The stress has been awful.
I missed half of my first college semester.
I graduated with honors but that title is far down in the drain.
I've failed my intended major study (animal science) in my first semester of college which means i can no longer continue on that study in hopes for a transfer and i have to move to a smaller less interesting degree of study (vet tech).. It wont be ideal but this one will at least give me room on the side to do some digital art too if i pull through with it.
Anyway, with this fail, I've moved from a high gpa to an extreamly low one. I have lost my HOPE scholarship which is basically a schollarship given to high gpa highschool graduates that pays more of your funds the higher you keep your grades.. I was an honor graduate, but now my gpa is so far in the ground i cant find it's grave so ive lost my finantial support.
My family is so disappointed in me that they have taken back their money aid aswell.. they now only pay for my gas.
My current job doesnt make enough for me to hold myself up and i desprately seek to succeed and pull myself back up.
My family is recently torn. Fights get worse. Voices more strained.. Me more drained.. And now they are so pissed i went from a straight a student to a failure.. I lost all ground i was standing on.. Im afraid to seek mental help.. Im sure theyll just tell me nothings wrong with me.. But yeah.. Thats whats going on and im really looking for a second chance and a change and this is the only way i can see one...
I'd be really greatful if you could share and would be extremely greatful if you donate and encourage others to do so.
Thank you,
-Nicole
Organizer
Halfblood Hybrid
Organizer
Tifton, GA