I write this with trembling hands and a extremely sad heart. I need help getting a good lawyer and fast. I have no money or anything in my name. I have tried resources and unfortunately Im not able to get much help. I need help to get what the kids and I deserve and by the law not by someone's control. Im not giving much detail because this is hard enough. If you need more information please send me a private message.  Just know I would never ask unless this was my last hope and only chance. I send so many thanks and love to everyone. I found out the retainer is 3500. Anything past that will go to getting back on my feet.