grief counseling for Kevin Dickson's passing

Recently, my Dad, Kevin Dickson, very suddenly passed from a heart attack. He was on a fitness and spiritual self discovery journey and was coming up better than I've ever seen him. I'm extremely proud of my father for working so hard to better himself and finally having been at peace with himself and his past.  Dad was so so loved by so many people and the outpouring of love and support, since his death, has been overwhelming. My father lived his life in a way that made people fall in love with him instantly. He was the most loving, humble, hard working man I have ever known. He could fill the room with a feeling of comfort and warmth with just a smile. I've never seen someone be so determined to be the best at what he does everyday. Everything my father did, he did with a purpose. He never half-assed anything and he made sure to instill that in me from a young age. Lucky for all of us, his art is going to live on forever. His numerous tattoos through  his 15 years of tattooing and countless paintings make it feel like he's still around in a way. I want to thank everyone that has supported him and his art over the years. 

Since his passing, I've had a really hard time coping and figuring out how to process this in the best way. Without getting too into it, I feel like my brain won't let me process this fully and it has been hard to feel anything but numb. It just doesn't feel real and I need help to get passed some regrets I carry. A lot of people have reached out wanting to help and I feel like the best way for me to heal and better myself, is to get the professional help I need to understand what I am experiencing.

If anyone would like to donate toward my healing, I would greatly appreciate it. Any left over money will be used toward a ring with my Dads ashes and cosmetology school. Thank you for all the support and love from everyone.


For those asking:
We would love to hold a memorial in the future but this COVID shit is making it incredibly unpredictable. One day we will all celebrate this absolutely amazing man and we will do it in the best way we can. stay tuned <3