My sons cremation

I don’t even know where to begin. But all of you have been following our story and have been such a huge support system . I just want to bring my son back home . It’s going to be a few days still . I won’t be having any services and viewings I just want my baby boy back home . I’m going with a funeral Home in chino . Currently his organs are being scheduled for donations where he can save so many other lives . I’m only taking a week off to be with his siblings to break the news to them on Thursday . I can’t afford to take off anymore time as it will be unpaid . All my paid time off has gone to all my divorce court . Anyways anything would help and I don’t even like that I’m having to ask . It’s embarrassing and also makes this to real and Im still having a hard time understanding that this happened  . Such a handsome man isn’t he .