Victoria(Vivi)

Draga Vivi, s-au deschis larg porțile raiului sa te primească, suflet bun!

 

Suntem înmărmuriți de durere si impresionați de curajul cu care ai luptat, pana in ultimul moment.

 

Ne va lipsi pentru totdeauna blândețea si dragostea cu care ne-ai înconjurat, pe noi, cei norocoși sa te fi știut si iubit. Ne va lipsi zâmbetul si optimismul tău molipsitor. Ne vom aminti cu drag de tine si in amintirea ta, iti vom urma exemplul ajutorului dezinteresat si al iubirii necondiționate.

 

Drum lin printre stele, prieten drag!

 

Pentru ca si a dorit sa fie aproape de părinții ei, Vivi va fi înmormântată in România. Am deschis un fond pentru a ajuta familia cu cheltuielile de înmormântare si transport.

 

Dearest Vivi, heaven’s gates have opened to welcome you and your beautiful soul.

 

We are paralyzed by grief and deeply touched by the courage you’ve shown and how hard you fought.

 

We will forever miss the kindness and the love you had for us, all of us lucky to have met and loved you. We will miss your smile and your contagious enthusiasm and optimism. We will never forget you and try harder to step in your footsteps and be kinder, selfless human beings.

 

Because she wanted to be near her parents, Victoria will be laid to rest in Romania.

 

In support of all funeral expenses and transport, a GoFundMe account was opened. Please donate if you are able to.




This is the last Victoria' Draft letter to herself; I just want to share it to everyone to get a last small taste of her soul

 


“Subject: Letters to myself/ Letter

 

I’ve asked myself what do I leave in the world? And the answer to my surprise was: A mark. A touch, A brief, small touch of souls. Coz in the good I did I touched someone’s life with maybe a smile on a day nobody else smiled at them. A word of encouragement maybe, when someone needed it. A solution to a hard question at work or situation in life. A joke when things were tight. Help to a legal question. Or maybe listening to someone pouring his heart out. Inspiration to others around me seeing my fight with the disease. Inspiration to change what can be still changed. Inspiration to my niece and nephew when they felt lost or misunderstood. My love for others has always been stronger than the love for myself. Maybe that is what I lacked most in my life. Love for myself.

What about the bad I did? Coz I did a bit of that too. So I asked myself about that. To myself I hope my Soul will forgive me. To others, the answer came, I was just a master, a teacher through what I did to challenge them, by being unfair, or cold, judgmental or rude.

To the Universe: I hope that me letting the ants and bugs live in my house and anywhere I encounter them will wash away the times I damaged anything by mistake or due to immaturity.

The good I did in my life comes from an immense compassion I was either born with or developed. I dreamt of a Planet filled with joy and justice from an early age. Not necessarily a world without bad, because life can never be a world without challenges. This is how we learn. But a world without cruelty and inequality. A world without fear of not having of decent living conditions. A world where resources are shared and the race for power is not in existence. The Universe is rooting for us, it wants us to succeed. We have been lead to think otherwise.

 

So to each one of you:

I love you. I loved you from the day I was born. I was born good and wanting to do good. I love you in good times and bad times. I wish for every one of you to find the strength to love yourself enough and not let others ruin the beautiful life you can have. When you think there is no way out, know that there is! Know that regardless how tough one situation is, a solution still exists. It will come. Know in sad times that acceptance of a situation that already happened is the only way to move forward. In your own time you will find a way to move forward.

To the ones facing the love of a dear one, know that you will meet again in Spirit. How do I know that? Because life is a miracle, for a miracle to happen a spark is needed. That spark is the Divine. Within the miracle is the Spirit. That inner joy you feel for a blink of an eye sometimes, is your Soul talking to you. Talk to it more often. Listen to It. It will bring you the most intense and unconditional Love. Don't seek it outside, in others. Don't let the other’s action rule your life. It brings suffering. You are responsible for how you feel. And when you ask yourself but how do I do that? You CAN. You can pause and let that feeling of anger or panic be. Then connect to your Soul. Has it been touched by the others’ actions? The answer will always be no!

 

I love you all, Good bye …..