Victoria's Bailout and 40th Birthday

I am feeling really stupid and vulnerable here but I've gotten myself into a position where I humbly must ask for help. Over the past few months I've had a difficult time holding down a job due to my on going health and frankly, mental health problems. Yesterday my lights were shut off and my rent for May has not been paid and I have no idea what June is looking like as I was just fired from my last job. I know there are lots of people struggling more but I thought I could pull it off. At the moment I'm in a very dangerous place and have been in denial about it. My birthday is coming up on June 22nd and the greatest gift I could receive is some finical support as I struggle to look for a more suitable job and file for disability.

I know many of you have helped me in the past, which makes me all the more embarrassed to have to ask for your help. I've spent time looking for loans and other options but I'm feeling very lost. I just need a little something to keep myself afloat for the next month.

Thank you.