I was the victim of an incredibly realistic and traumatic bitcoin scam and have to pay my elderly mother back. - $1000.

A job offer fell through. I didn’t pursue others bc I had signed an offer letter. Rent I won’t have in November - $950

I can’t afford all of my prescribed treatments for November for both physical and mental health needs - ~$150

PSEG - about 100-150. ACA if I’m not put on Medicaid - $65.

State Farm auto insurance - 125 (gotta go on interviews)

Verizon - $85 cell, $60 Internet. I used to work from home and continue to look for WFH jobs in addition to local. Need the internet.

gas money - ~50

food money - I have help from community already.

I am proud. I try to support the community the best I can. I don’t want to do this. I don’t have a choice at this point. I will not survive without help. I hate that I am always struggling. I hate that I can’t be comfortable and get my life together so I can be the go-to person for resources. I hate this so much. I’m angry and upset and disappointed and feeling hopeless as I type this.

Things are hard and I am just trying to get past everything. We have a community to support. I don’t want to be the helped; I have resources. Money just isn’t one of them right now.

Why the AJ pic? Mother is helping with his care. He’s my soul. He has two types of cancer. I don’t need money at this time for him. Thanks to her.

Thank you, anyone who helps ❤️