Just need some help

Yo,

Well first of all this is incredibly embarrassing to reach out for help, but begging is more honest than crime. So here we are. Last year kicked my ass, with the divorce, suicide attempt, losing the house, my kid, and almost my dad. While in treatment dad fell extremely ill and it wasnt looking hot, so right out of treatment I traveled across the country to take care of him since i've done hospice work previously. I'm not trying to cry about how life isn't fair and all that noise, trying to stay positive. While in the midst of moving my house in AZ to MO the job I had in the bag decided they went with another candidate im assuming, the whole situation was bizzare. I packed up a shipping container on my birthday, with very little help and was stuck in the airport for 13 hours between flights. My tools for work are in the container and they're my livelihood to get by. Desperate times led me here, and its extremely hard for me to ask for help like this.

Love you all, thank you.