Growing up they never tell you how hard and heart breaking not being able to conceive is. As a little girl at 5 years old my dream was to be a registered nurse in labor and delivery because the thought of being a mom has always had my heart, but my dream has not yet come true. My husband and I grew up together in a small town and we have been TTC (trying to conceive)  for 5 years to make our dreams come true and now sharing our story is so hard, but the love and support we’ve gotten from our family and friends is beyond a blessing. We have gone to multiple doctor appointments and done multiple testings but every time a result comes back it’s “normal”. If we’re both “normal” then what’s wrong with us. I have ran so many scenarios through my head of what have we done wrong, what can we do, are we meant to be parents...but the truth is YES we are meant to be! I know it’s all on Gods timing but sometimes that timing takes forever. We started seeing an infertility specialist and he’s amazing and have done 2 IUI’s (Intrauterine insemination) so far. Our next step coming in the future is IVF and the thought of how can we afford this runs through our mind 24/7. We have already spent a lot with trips back and fourth from Bakersfield to LA multiple times a week, tests needed for each procedure, medications, and loss of work because of these appointments. Any form of help (donation, prayers, positive vibes ,etc) is much appreciated. We want nothing more than to become parents to a beautiful blessing. Thank you for taking time to read this and will continue to update our journey