Greeting Friends, Community and Familia! Hope you are well and in good spirits.

Wanted to share something I've been going through. I need surgery and can’t live like this anymore even though the last surgery 7 years ago did wonders for me. It shrank the tumor a bit, and I'm not in pain waking up anymore, but I think I’m tapped now…my bladder, liver, and uterus are suffering. Going to GDL to get a second opinion and third opinion. I waited long enough, switched doctors, etc. The doctors that can do the surgery I need will not take my insurance; they do not accept it, and they will not let me pay out of pocket here in the States. Why? Because I have insurance and they have some kinda policy about that!!! Urgh, so frustrating!!!

This has been almost 10 years. I’m suffering in silence. I hide it well.

16 cm fibroid tumor it’s large!

It’s hitting up against my spine, pushing up my guts, liver, and bladder, and pushing down my uterus, and my heart artery is circulating in the tumor backwards, and they cannot figure out why I’m alive.

They suggested a metal plate, but that's only going to cause back pain. So that’s a no.

I also have cystic fibrosis in my breasts that need to be addressed.

I ask my ancestors to give me a little more time and good health so I can finish my mission here.

Just thought I’d put it out there, share and ask for your help and support.

I decided to ask for help and it’s been hard for me to even admit that I need help. I need this surgery so I can live without pain.

Letting Spirit guide me and heal me.

Love y’all if I haven’t said it lately.