I am currently at a point in my life where I cannot move forward without support.

For over a year now, I have been unable to work due to several mental health conditions. During this time, I have been in continuous treatment and repeated hospital stays. The next crucial step is the intensive processing and healing of multiple childhood traumas, which have shaped my life for years and continue to destabilize me.

This therapy is not optional for me – it is essential if I want any chance at stability, independence, and a life that feels worth living.

But while I am fighting for my mental health, my financial situation has steadily worsened.

My shared apartment is being dissolved, and I urgently need to find a new place to live.

This involves moving costs, a deposit, and higher monthly expenses that I simply cannot afford on my own at this time.

The debts I had to accumulate within my personal circle were unavoidable, as I had no other means of covering my basic living costs. Many people have already helped me, and it is incredibly difficult for me to keep asking for support.

There is a deep sense of shame in being in this position at all.

What makes everything even harder is that

my family has completely distanced themselves because of my illness.

I cannot rely on them for emotional or financial support – something that hurts deeply, especially now.

Financially, I am constantly on the edge:

I have repeatedly been close to debt collection, and while I have managed to prevent it so far,

the situation is becoming unmanageable.

The high health insurance bills, installment payments, and ongoing charges now consume almost my entire remaining income – just to avoid legal debt collection.

There is barely anything left for me to live on, and the upcoming therapy and housing costs are far beyond what I can cover.

I have struggled for a long time with the decision to take this step.

Asking for help is incredibly hard for me.

But I can no longer carry this alone.

I want to heal.

I want to undergo the therapy I need.

I want to find a safe home.

I want to build a future that isn’t defined by survival, fear, or overwhelming financial pressure.

Every contribution – no matter how small – helps me cover the essential therapy costs, housing expenses, and basic living needs.

For me, every bit of support is not just financial help, but also an act of humanity, hope, and safety during a time that often feels overwhelming.

Thank you from the bottom of my heart to everyone who reads, shares, feels, or supports.

It means more to me than words can express.