I can’t believe have to do this. I totally feel like a piece of literal shit right now and I’m panicking like crazy. I was driving and I stupidly put Ollie on my lap. I rolled down the window and he literally jumped out of my lap( while I was holding him) and leapt out the window. I don’t even know how’s it was so fasts I was literally cradling him and I only took him in the car because I didn’t want to leave him home alone because he is super upset when we leave . I don’t know why I thought this was oka I really don’t. I’m so sorry. I drove him to the vet they told me to go to in Sherman Oaks 2 hours away and just got back. Ollie needs surgery and it’s costing $8000. My care credit is maxed out from Pablo and then little kitty and all my medical bills are on my credit card and they told me I have to fundraise the money. I don’t even want to say what my bills are right now but this is just too much for me to handle. I am asking for anything to help with this. Absolutely anything. He is at Sherman Oaks vet right now. I’m shaking and crying and I will try to set up a go fund me account right now. I can’t believe this is happening