Urgent Help Needed to Prevent Losing Everything

Hi. I have no idea what I'm doing. Not just with this GoFundMe, but with life in general.

I don't know why I can't get it right as of late. I feel like a huge disappointment, a loser, a failure. I don't know what happened to the version of me who was excited about life, who was driven, who CARED. I'm just not her anymore. And I don't know how to get back to that.

I've been in a constant state of fight or flight -- quite literally flying by the seat of my pants to try to make ends meet however I can for the past two years. And as much as I've tried and as hard as I've worked, I've found myself falling further and further behind.

I was finally able to secure another job back in March, and it's been amazing. I'm much happier working here than I have been at some of my other positions. But despite the fact I'm working twice as much, I'm even worse-off financially than I have been before starting this new venture. I don't know what to do. I'm on the verge of losing my car, I'm essentially without a home after my new place fell through for various reasons I won't get into here. I'm about to lose everything. I have nothing of monetary value, nothing to show for how hard I've been working, and I'm more desperate than I've ever been. If I lose my vehicle, I will be unable to get to all of my jobs (job #3 for summer starts soon), and I'll be worse-off than I am now, which I didn't even think was possible.

I don't know why I still can't get it right. But I'm out of options and quite literally on my knees asking for any help I can get.