Hi, my name is Abigail but I was called Abe before.

This will be said directly: I have had bad luck in life because of a violently and sexually abusive family - worse assaults than you can imagine, brain injury, strangulation, disfigurements, beating my skull against a floor - and the structures that were built upon being a traumatized outsider with no support system.

I also lost so much of my social and career potential due to opposing a group that raped, stalked and exploited a late friend of mine, while stalking and harming me in ways both premeditated and immersive.

My hometown is socially connected to those who support her rape and excluded me from being seen as deserving safety during an abused childhood. In many cases, these were adults who were forcing a minor to be physically abused by a terrifyingly evil parent.

I have been street homeless for almost all of three years. I survived a brain injury a year in 22, 23 and 24. In 2022, I was assaulted and hospitalized for two months. 2023, I fell off a bench onto concrete. 2024, another random meth head assaulted me, leaving me with a blackened ear, brain damage and two black eyes for an entire month.

Overwriting has caused people to not take me seriously before. I am seriously suffering and think this only has potential to be resolved by people who've watched what's going on and understand how terrifying attempting to seek safety through a relative was, and what a truly frightening desperation and seriousness this effort demonstrates.

I am not seeking anything but all at once financial resolution to this matter and would sign notarized documents if anyone wants to offer loans instead of gifts. If you would prefer that, please contact me privately. I have not found luck with the sensible route of loan, so here I am giving the option of public or anonymous charity - I am not a grifter or lazy, I am a hurting person who cannot get people to listen to equitable repayment terms by selling blood plasma immediately.

I understand this would be viewed as mutual aid, charity or a hand-out, depending on your viewpoint.

My viewpoint is being completely missed. I am simply asking for help.

The three thousand dollars it would take to pay first, deposit and the worst motels possible while looking would have been so easy for so many to help with. This is not about small donations, but saving my life quickly.

I am asking for help. I will die on the streets and am speaking to you plainly. This is not meant to sound expectant or arrogant. By now, so many have seen me suffer. It is about to be freezing, which worsens the suffering.

I cannot say this more directly: I cannot survive without your help.

Thank you for taking this seriously.

Sincerely,

Abigail aka Abe