I am going to be homeless in 17 days.

I was a month to month tenant here. The only way I was going to cover rent was to have roommates. So the first one I had I (admittedly) let him walk all over me and he didn't pay me a dime for 4 months. Got rid of him. Next two that come in - a young couple. They both huff air dusters, smoke tons of pot and vape nicotine. I can really pick em. She got insulted that I called my wife when trying to make a large decision and left. Wha?

So when I explained to my landlord all of this..I am a month to month tenant and he exercised his option to ask me to leave by the end of the month. So I have 17 days until me and my 5 pets live in my Mitsubishi Outlander.

I haven't been able to work - my diabetes is out of control - I actually just got out of an inpatient hospital stay because of it. I have 17 dollars. My courier job - I was spending more on gas and insurance than actually making.

Some of you know that I had started going back to school. That's over.

My birthday is June 23. What a day it shall be. I'll be almost homeless at 47.

I don't say these things to try to guilt anyone or make anyone feel bad. If all you can do is pray, please do. If you feel so led to share, I'll be grateful.

But Zariah and I are out of ideas. Zariah is good - she and Lily are living with grandma and they are safe and getting Lily ready for college. I am so grateful they are well and loved.

I'm applying for as much public assistance as I qualify for but that's not so much. There is a long list for section 8.

I've not had an eviction.

My credit is getting better.

I just need an application fee, deposit and first months rent for me and the babies.

I am rewriting my resume so I'll take care of the rest.

If you don't approve of this or can't help or whatever just please bless us and move on. If you feel so led to share please do. In all ways thank you for your love and support and grace.

Love always,

Sarah