Hello im Nikia Arrington and it took all in me to do this because ive always been the type to figure things out and this right here i cant. Someone literally made me do this because with everything going on in the world my situation might be the least. Im not a begger never asked anyone for anything always found a way. I suffer from sever depression anxiety and ptsd for some awful things that happened to me a few years ago . Lord this is hard to do because i try to keep my business to myself. But ive been going through for a little over a month and my bills are piling up . Im a homeowner with two children. They know their mother is strong its always been us no father or anything and i managed to find a good job buy a house and just figure life out. I messed up a couple years ago ran into a bind snd went and got a loan my accounts chsnged so they couldny get their money. So months later they garnished me but not taking a percentage of my check putting a hold on my accounts meaning i cant even access my savings . This had been well over a month and im just tired . Ive never had to deal with things getting turned off in my house not having food or any of that. I have a heart of gold and known for helping people but all the peoole ive help wont even offer my bsby a $5 bag . Not to say they shoukd cuz life be lifing but if i know ive csme to this person snd she have did things for me she could get anything for me. Im facing so much i havent been able to pay none of my bills or anything. And what broke me is food not being able to feed us. I work hard and have a good job. I still been going knowing they holding my money but its breaking me. This is something i thought ill never do but when you get to a point abd cant turn to nobody you hsve to at least try. This is so hard and crazy thing is asking people for stuff is the hardest because im the one who people always ask stuff for and i do it eith no problem . My heart has to change. I dont want my bsby to see things get turned off in my home thats going to break me. Through sll this ive lost 20 pounds in a month i havent slept or nothing . But i still get up snd go to work for free. If anybody can help us out i appreciate if not thats ok send us up some prayers please. This is by far the hardest thing ive ever went through . My heart is hurting bad so bad! I kept this to myself trying to figure it out but it gets harder by the day. And the company lawyer see the money in the account and wont take it . Hes holding it all even my savings. Lord i hate asking for handouts but my friend talked me into doing this because its no other way. Idek what else to say. To know me is to love me and i swear this is my first time ever doing this . I usually find a way but ive tried everything. Im so stressed havent slept in days. Idc what it is . If you have something negative to say please dont share or comment im going through enough ! If you can idc if its $1 i need help right now guys i feel like everything i worked so hard for is falling apart. I hate going to work because im going fir free but i still go smh . Life us lifing right now and it has broke me . And i understand its alot of people with problems more serious then mind help them first please but if you can help me in my little family in any way we would appreciate it. I cant lose my house and i dont know how long these people going to do this to me