
HELP ME HELP MYSELF
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I don't want to go to the grave never having felt worthy of life..
Sometimes we just have to accept that we are different than others and love ourselves anyway. <3
This has been a long time of my life, and it is killing me, it is a stupid, stupid, stupid goddamn thing to die for.
Think of it as buying me a final $5 beer at the bar one more time, but really you're saving my life and giving me hope that you care and I can do this. I can't do this alone. And money is stupid a way to show we care, but I am looking for facilities and I have shitty insurance and they are 1K a day at most places. In the meantime, I have rent and I am missing photo shots, and you know, we forget this — but health, family, life - work is not what who we really are. That is not what life is. Is it? Life, I want to live, I lived so long hating life, loathing myself for reason I never knew, I want to live now. I have hope, I have so much hope and I want to work for it.
If you give anything it will make me tear up. Seriously - buy me a beer I won't drink lol. because I am having a very hard time caring about myself. A very hard time imagining that I mean something to others. And at the same time, I think of all the people who have listened to me and heard me and let me say the things I needed to say — And I think of all the lovely people I have known.... and I don't see each that often, but you are in my dreams and prayers and the little times I have happy drift away thoughts.
Just thank you for reading. I'm going to do this. I am. And we all need each other. I know that people will judge me for this. But I want to change my life, and I can't do it alone.
Organizer

M ELIZABETH HERSHEY
Organizer
Philadelphia, PA