**I can pay back within a couple months $1000 & under if needed** Like if 1 person donates a few hundred up to $1000 but needs paid back than that is perfectly fine with me there will be no issues with that even if reasonable interest is needed.

I was unexpectedly laid off from work through no fault of my own. Getting way behind on bills hardly any food in the cupboard to be honest.

I’m 36 born,raised, & live in the middle of nowhere Pa lol. I do not enjoy asking for help never have. Right now though I don’t have another choice.

My Mother passed away in a bad motorcycle accident in 2014. I’ve never really had a relationship with my father.

My family is small & none of them are close to being well off so to speak. So maybe if those circumstances were different I wouldn’t have to basically beg & hope for a stranger who is more than likely a lot better off financially than I am. This is very humbling that’s for sure!

Like I said in the title I just need to pay the bills I’m getting behind on what worries me most is my electric since it’s so cold out now & my local power company has no issues shutting off people’s electric no matter the time of year. On top of that my cupboards are all the sudden basically empty & I can deal with a little hunger but sometimes all the sudden I’m starving & if I don’t eat then I get real shaky/nauseous that’s the part that bothers me.

I don’t think it’s diabetes because I’ve had it most of my life & see my Dr at least every 6 months and he’s never said anything about my blood work or anything like that.

Always have done manual labor in factories or tree work the job I’m laid off from we did work all over the east coast for electric companies inspecting/maintaining their electrical towers which honestly I loved the job my plans were to stay with that company working my way up the ladder so to speak I just can’t afford to wait around for a contract to go through on the east coast right now so I’m looking for another job a local 1 if possible but if weekly traveling is something I have to do again than that’s what will happen.

I have quite a few applications in but who knows how long it’ll be till I get an interview wait around a week or 2 maybe more waiting on them to decide to hire me or not but I will find something even though living in a rural area surrounded by rural areas doesn’t help at all!

I’m a VERY hard worker & have never had an issue learning a new trait/skill/position then once I’m trained I’m a VERY good worker very critical of my work! I’m the type whether at work or wherever anything that needs done is being done the right way or not at all. I’ve always been this way.

I’m not a lazy person just asking for a handout! This situation came out of nowhere if I would’ve had a little bit of a warning this definitely would NOT be happening. You cannot imagine how bad asking for help especially like this is bothering me it’s a feeling I never want to feel again.

If someone read all of this than THANK YOU it matters so much more than you know!

If there is anything else you would like to know I’m pretty open these days so ask away lol I don’t mind.