Trying to navigate life being a single mom.

Hi everyone. I’m Lara and I have 3 boys, Kayden, Carson and Tyler. This is the most humbling thing I have ever had to do. I honestly don’t know where to go from here.

Im gonna share a little of our story, all I ask is for prayers and no judgement.

In 2019 I went through the darkest year of my life. I got divorced after almost 17 years of marriage. My boys and I hit rock bottom and I feel like we still haven’t bounced back. I have been trying to navigate how to live and be a full time mom and full time working mom. I have been dating someone for 3 years and it was out of Gods will. I was in a different place when we met and it was wrong. It’s been very hard adjustment. I can not afford the bills alone. Right now I have 50 cents in the bank and do not get paid until Thursday. I had to use all my Christmas savings and emergency fund to live.

Honestly don’t know what to do. I’m trying and I can’t catch a break. I prayed and felt like it would be ok to post this. If God places it on your heart to help a little it would be greatly appreciated, if not just pray for us to know what’s best from here. I do need another job and have been looking and nothing has opened up. Ik the right things will in Gods timing. It’s scary and hard to have faith when you have nothing. BUT I know HE Will provide. We need a roof over our heads and all my bills are due. I have never been here but Ik more than ever it’s ok to ask sometimes, because one day I will in return be a blessing!

Thank you for prayers and support. I love everyone in my life and the family and friends God has blessed us with. Next year is new beginnings for my boys and I, it’s only up from here.