Trying to give Tony a funeral he deserves

Hi, me and Tony were together just short of 14 years. He had only turned 40 this year, he was still so young. We barely ever spent a day apart in all that time. He took on my 4 children and he loved and cared for them so much. He had a unique bond with all of them. Tony also had another son who is the same age as one of mine. We then went on to have a chance to have children of our own and have 3 wonderful children together, the youngest turning 1 next month.

We never ever imagined Tony would ever take his life, I always thought he would live for his children and the love he had for them. His sadness and his demons were obviously to hard to fight anymore.

We have so many lovely memories together the last ones being a day at the zoo. Bohdi our 3 year old was so excited to show daddy all the animals.

Sadly due to the circumstances we never planned for a funeral, never really discussed it and never had any life insurance or funds to pay for one.

Myself and the children have been left in a whirlwind of not knowing what to do or where even to start to fund and organise a funeral and a wake for him.

Any donations would be gratefully received to give Tony a decent send off he deserves, to give some final memories for his children so that they know he was loved by many.

Details of the funeral will be updated as soon as he is released to back to us. Xxx